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[Nov. 30th, 2009|08:48 pm] |
have you ever felt like whatever you were feeling, whether guilt, love, euphoria, anger, missing, sadness, adoration, emptiness, you felt so strongly that it knocks the breath out of your lungs? you feel like something within is ripping you apart with such force. an intangible force that can't be stopped or contained by anyone or anything. |
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| bad dream(s)? |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|12:00 pm] |
again, i woke up in the middle of the night, crying. lol. so fascinating.
i'd dreamt that my Dad had another family. like, a whole new proper family with kids my age. [creepy] and in the dreammm, every ounce of respect i had of him just flew out the window and lost in the oceans then. i remember i was trying hard not to cry in the dream in the car and he saw and said something about there's nothing to cry over? the next thing i knew i was at some void deck bawling my eyes out. -.-
that aside, ive been dreaming about Prom and Runway a couple of times now idk why. lol. once i'd dreamt that i'd turned up at Prom [it was held at some theatre???] at the table without having any knowledge of how i got there. i was so convinced it was real though cause i asked whoever next to me to pinch/ slap me and i thinkkk i felt pain? *shrugs. lol. and then last night, i'd dreamt that Prom was at some void deck and i was wearing a black tee with a black tutu skirt. LOL right! then i dreamt that it was the day of Runway and Adeline was looking for me. weirdd. anyway, TPJC Runway's postoned till end of Term 1, 2010. |
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| i want to meet |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|12:20 am] |
pretty boys. without an inflated ego and unafraid to cry. |
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| the mental state of the middle-person. |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|01:14 am] |
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idk how i do it but i seem to let myself get in pretty tight spots pretty often.
either that i dont ever learn my lesson, or im just extremely dumb. i think it's both. |
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| Los Angeles babyyyy. |
[Nov. 24th, 2009|08:21 pm] |
okay it's settled. we are heading for Los Angeles next month for 3 weeks. excited muchhh! disneyland, yay. shopping, hip hip horray please. haha. okay so ive no idea what to expect of the weather, the flight, the people. ive no idea what to pack, where to go, what to wear. so yes im gonna need some help, anyone? haha
i really hope i dont freeze to death there. its gonna be winter and all and im one who can take the heat more than the cold so. what will i be needing clothes-wiseeeee? and what to get back for whom? and should i bring my macbook? i honestly cant care less about the food there. if it's a meat-fest, so be it. i wouldnt starve to death anyways. i'd just come back a couple pounds lighter [please please?] instead of like, 10 pounds heavier [god nooooo i'd just die]. but yeah, can you tell im excited? {: |
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| Park Jaebeom <3 |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:46 am] |
the empty spot. the empty vocals not replaced. |
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| protection covered. (Y) |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
ChooWeiKiong ♥ says: stay away from him. lol. if he do anything tell me. i beat him
gloria why can't anybody hear when the thunder disappears and the sun breaks free? says: are you being protective of me now?
ChooWeiKiong ♥ says: not good uh. aiya anything jus find me k
okay so i dont get shite or harrassed or whatever from anyone in school but, how cute is that! my Primary 3 crush lehhh. hahaha.
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| Hallelujah for Poverty! NOT. |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|03:03 pm] |
H1 General Paper wasnt as bad as i'd thought it would be, thank God. considering the damage done during yesterday's H2 Math Paper 1, not being able to finish my paper today would've destroyed me. okay maybe not as drastic but whatever. Math was horribleee! WAS. im going to kick arse for Paper 2 tomorrow wooo. :D
but really, why did the world choose to do Poverty?! when i saw the question i was thinking omg yay poverty my favourite! its the one issue i have the heart for writing so obviously, i chose it. the question on Fashion was well tempting. so i was feeling good seeing how i completed the essay AND wrote 4 pages which is pretty long for me. (Y) and then. i heard everywhere around me, everyone did poverty. i was crushed and was very much convinced i should have done Fashion la omg. sadded ttm. even Maddy did poverty [no offence its just that im awful intimidated by her lol] and i just felt like. pfft. but ah well. all's done with!
time to look forward to Math on Friday + the whole of the next week + Literature Paper 4 and then *cue song* freedommmm~
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