ree, peace <3

i pray for you every night babe. have faith. <3

im counting the seconds until you break the silence. so please just break the silence.

its fucking selfish but i hope you wouldnt move on fast without me.
i used to think that all that matters was that feelings between two are mutual.
i guess i was wrong.
why is everyone leaving me?

im still going to try.
again. and again. no matter what it takes.
ive lost everything possible.
there's nothing more to lose.
so im going to try till i fucking die.
<3

do you know how it feels like to go from having everyone be there for you to no one at all now?
you said i'd always have you.

" My face in thine eyes. Thine in mine appears.
And true plain hearts do in the faces rest.
Where can we find two better hemispheres?
Without sharp north declining west?
Whatever dies was not mixed equally.
If our two loves be one. And thou and i.
Love so alike. That none can slacken. None can die. "

im cold. =/

woke up at 830 to meet Yi Chao, Hui Hui, Jia Jia (i just noticed the doubles. lol) and ben at 830 supposedly. was late of course. lol. and well, Jia Jia couldnt make it cause she wasnt feeling well. which means we pretty much woke up early for nothing. (Y) was a lil awkward as we're not close or whatever. still, managed to get our GPP done in an hour. [: walked around white sands which was pretty much dead. went our different ways after that so i got back to get my passport sized photo with the council college badge taken. shite as photo as always. pfft. went to Watsons whiel waiting for them to be developed. ended up getting chocolate chocolate and more chocolate. arghh. got home and well, watched Smallville and have been on the com ever since doing fuck all.

and you know, thanks to certain things and especially you, i think my self-esteem problems from the past's gaining back and haunting me now. i dont have the mood to eljay anymore.

ree, peace <3

And I will wait, I'll write another letter to myself,
and I will find out, morning comes faster alone.
Dont put yourself in the wrecking ball, morning comes and you lose it all.

ree, peace <3

ree, peace <3

hello you crazy people i well miss hanging outttttt. boo. (N)

Believe me it's easy to scream when youre bleeding.
You wonder what's under your bed when youre sleeping.
They take you, They make you forget what youre needing.
But hey, it's just another Saturday.

ree, peace <3

Turn around and fix your eye in my direction.
So there is a connection.
Now I can't speak, I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention.
I'm staring at perfection.


assignment after assignment. presentation after presentation. tutorials after tutorials. essays after essay. D: week after week i keep thinking this hell of a busy week's going to end and next week i'd have time for myself. self-denial's an amazingly powerful tool. (Y)
and well, claudia's came on so i got to go be done with literature presentation that's due tomorrow! (N)

weirdness in tummy begone!
ree, peace <3